I know I said I wouldn’t write about it, but I am…
It’s been 10 months since I found out about Russ’ affair.
It’s been 10 months of the worst ups and downs I have ever experienced,
months & months of me feeling completely happy one moment and then crying the next moment because I allowed things he told me to flood my mind…
There has never been a single moment that I have regretted fighting for our marriage,
never been a moment that I changed my mind or wished I had just walked away.
It’s been 312 days of waking up each day and praying that God continue to work in our marriage, continue to guide Russ & I, and take us from a place where we not only love one another but are in love with one another again….
…and these many months later,
we are in love.
It’s been slowly building and last week, we both just woke up one day and realized we’re on the same page…
full of hope,
and in love.
A successful marriage requires falling in love many times, always with the same person. ~ Mignon McLaughlin